OhHHH, I Can Feel My Heart Beat!

Hey, isn't that a song? I think my fake "real" dad sang a song like it on a prime time t.v. show in the '70's. That's right peoples David Cassidy is my fake "real" dad...I'll tell you this story some time.
I am falling apart! I am having to have faith that I will be in my husband and daughters life for as long as God thinks they need me. It's one thing for your ears not to work because of blockage and you heart to do the same.
My dad died at the tender age of 41. I am 31 and if I sit still my heart feels...Well,not to be redundant, but I can feel my heart beat. I am trying not to panic. There are many causes of this, a few not deadly. When I was prego I had this problem, but then it basically stopped.....Hum could it have been the potassium my doctor put me on?
Right now it is 2:39 am and as I am surfing along trying to reassure my self that I will be here ,God willing, to change my strong willed child's diaper tomorrow. I went to the doctors office yesterday , he was concerned but didn't send me to the hospital so, okay. I have a cardiology appointment Monday. Anyway I took a potassium pill about 2 hours ago. Potassium deficient can cause palpitations and muscle weakness, lack of energy. I remember being told when I was younger to make sure I get potassium because my electrolyte a off! Hum?
I feel better about the future I just hope me not taking my potassium for 8 month's hasn't caused any permanent heart problems like murmurs, etc. But I am going to try to keep in mind maybe God is trying to give me a wake up call in many ways. My relationship with him. Treating my body like a temple by not putting so much unhealthy foods in it. And finishing some projects so BabyCakes knows about Jesus and also haw much I love her. I know in truth, that I could be ran over by some mad tricycler, You know how 3 year olds are, and it could all be over. We need to remember and make sure those around us know, that we love them and mostly God loved us as deeply as a parent and let his only Son die to save us from getting what we deserve. I don't think I could let BabyCakes die for some "good person." if I had the power to stop it.
So lesson for today. Repent, Accept Jesus as your Lord. Get your electrolytes checked, and If you irk a small child off don't let them have wheels!
Sorry if this post is all over the place but it is now 3:03 am and Patrick upset his daughter by pouring her "bah-bah" all over her! It was funny...She didn't even want to give him a goodnight hug. This was the first time she said "bah-bah" (bottle), She was looking at it mournfully. She also gifted me with" A...Ah... Ma' ma" basically telling me I talk to much.
Must go to bed before I start chanting...I did spend time on the Navajo reservation...

EDIT @9:30am: After reading the above, I think I come across kinda un-serious about Salvation. I am not. My mother-in-law says the post is fine, I got things in proper order. I just wanted to let those who may not know, that I do not take salvation lightly. I want everybody to take God and Jesus into their hearts, because that is the only way to true joy. I also wanted to state that reading your Bible is an important way to know what God want for you and to grow in knowledge of Him. I am sure there is something else I should mention but I can't think of it right now.